Whoa.

I just realized that the girl I like looks almost EXACTLY like that red-head from the Match.com commercial.
I'm talking about just in the face (her hair is completely different).

I SWEAR.... I'M NOT JOKING.

If I can find a picture (somehow) I'll post it.

[EdiT] Come to think of it, you guys prolly don't even know what commercial (or girl in said commercial) I'm talking about (and It's safe to bet you really don't care either), so nvm.
It's just kinda freaky how similar they look.... scary, even.

Hmm, I may be getting you wrong but looking for girls online isnt really recommended. Take it from me, love hurts like a .45 - When shot the bullet doesnt always go through you it often stays lodged killing you slowly.

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For all who knows you could be talking to a 40 year old man (dont worry its not me)

I'm not looking for girls online, I said I was looking for a picture of a girl in the Match.com commercial who looks strikingly similar to the one I like(d).

Bah. I've already made my last ditch effort anyway.
I asked my boss for her number tonight and he said he didn't have it because she has a new number or something.
I don't plan on persuing her anymore because even if my timing is perfect (like me sending her a valentine on Valentine's Day) It just seems to blow up in my face anyway.
I just didn't want any opportunity left un-taken (I wish I had taken this initiative earlier, though).
Now that I've done everything I can do and have still come up empty-handed, I'm finally throwing in the towel, and I have to say it feels pretty good. It's like the remix version of Linkin Park's "In The End" goes.....

From the start to the end
no matter what I pretend
the journey is more important than the end
or the start

and what it meant to me
will eventually
be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard

Besides, I've got a new thing to set my mind on....

A NEW CAR.

In particular, a Red 1998 Ford Contour SVT for sale in my town for about $5000. It may take a while to get the money, but it's been sitting there for a LONG time, so I'm just going to hope it stays available till I can get it.
Here's a pic of what it looks like (not an actual pic of it, but one exactly the same, minus the rims)...



Imagine a pizza delivery guy rolling into your driveway in one of those.

I'd still complain if the pizza was cold.

love is certainly a bullet (off topic: spelling suggestion for definitely when I misspelled: defenestrator (yaay, defenestration!)) as I've only shot 3 of them, and though one hit, it still didn't count because it was a shotgun shell with shot.

oh yeah, and my parents hate guns (and dating, I can't think of why, though....)

Ok, if were going to refer to love as guns and bullets, here's my interpretation...

It was like being lined up for a perfect headshot, and somehow not having it in you to pull the trigger, but squeezing off a few rounds as your target moved out of range.

Uggh, I have never felt so nerdy in my life.
Love is like bullets?
Why am I still talking about this?
It's over, I did all I could do...
time to move on to bigger and better things.